Worst day of this year by far.
Wednesday night, my teeth started hurting me and the pain spread from all over my jaw, up to my cheek bone, and into my ear. It was bothersome, and I decided to make an appointment to go back to the dentist. I couldn't get fit in until the following Wednesday. I thought it couldn't get worse and I could tough it out.
Thursday, it got a bit worse. I was in pain all during my classes and when I went to sleep it was so unbearable that I woke up multiple times in the night.
Friday morning was spent crying in pain while trying to get ready to go to work. It hurt so fucking bad. The minute I pulled into Yorba Linda, my mom called me and said I had to turn around to go to the dentist. She called and told them my situation so they made space for me. Therefore I had to call work and tell my uncle that I'd have to come in later.
I got to the dentist and they couldn't figure out what was causing me so much pain. Of course, while I was sitting in the chair being checked on I felt fine, and once I stood up the pain came rushing back. I was in tears while making an appointment with the girl at the front counter. I don't know how to describe it, but it's just a big area of pain that feels like it spans the entire right side of my face.
They sent me home with prescriptions for pain killers and all I've been doing is sleeping. I just feel so loopy and out of that I can't do anything. I just want this to stop.
My night ended well with me hopped up on painkillers and going to the mall with my mom & sister and got a few things. Then I had a delicious dinner at Maggianos that I can't wait to finish for lunch today. They had gluten-free pasta so I was in heaven. I miss it so much. Regular pasta gives me the worst stomach aches so I haven't been able to eat it for months. I hate my digestive system.
I don't think I've ever cried so much in one day except for when my dogs passed away. I'm so fragile with pain right now that anything can set me off. I hope when I go back next week, this other doctor can figure it out.
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